Chasing Francis by Ian Morgan Cron was, by far, the best read of my summer.
With Cron's deliciously witty and profound style of writing, I felt I journeyed with our protagonist Chase, an all-American pastor facing a crisis of faith, on his spiritual pilgrimage. Much to my delight, Chase's journey wasn't just a figurative one, as Cron took him to Italy to visit his Franciscan monk uncle. It was there that he was introduced to St. Francis of Assissi, whom, across the generations which separated them, patiently led him deeper into the loving heart of God in the midst of this painful world. Chase became fascinated by this historical figure and his testimony of faith, and in studying him, tracing his movements across the Italian countryside, he was led to meet interesting modern-day figures living out their journeys of faith and doubt in myriad ways. He began to see the world with different eyes. And he would never be the same.
I think Cron is a brilliant writer. Here he's written a novel, but also a biography, and even a deeply theological sermon all in one. His characters are believable and real, but they exist to teach. I felt I met with God in their stories on the page. And don't even get me started on his description of Italy!
Watch out for this writer. I don't think he'll disappoint. But especially, watch out for this book. Let it open your eyes to the depth and beauty of this God, even in the heartache of life on earth. Somehow the pain makes the beauty even more sweet...
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Thursday, 19 September 2013
Friday, 9 August 2013
Catching up...
Oh poor sweet blog-- always there, left in the shadows as I get on with living! I will try to catch you up a little as some people have been asking...
It has been such a busy summer as Charles and I settle in to married life and continue to work out what that life will look like practically. Also, as I develop my photography business. I am too too excited to announce that I have booked my first wedding! Ideally, there would be many more on the books to come :) All in all, I am finding this art form-meets-job a delicious treat to my creative little soul, even if it means I must work my rear-end off for very little pay right now to build it up! Check out the new website at: www.whispersoflightphotography.wordpress.com.
My handsome hubby is still pounding the pavement for jobs in the web-developing world. The decision is that if there's not a phone call with a perfect job soon, we'll head down to Milaca to move in with my Grandpa, who is very much missing my Grandma, and look for any old thing to pay the bills while Charles starts work on his MA in Psychology. He gets all excited when he reads articles about Neuroscience, of all things...
Daily, there will be a moment when I look up at him and the air is pretty much knocked right out of my lungs again as I am shocked once more to think that God gave him to me, me to him.
We have just today vacated the camper where we have been spending our first few months together parked in my sister's backyard :) We believe in having stories to tell the grandkids someday after all...
The writer in me has been lying a bit dormant these days. I think there is too much to say and I get overwhelmed. My means to say it all are so limited. So I try to listen more. Perhaps later it will be time to pen what I hear in the silent times now...
But, because I cannot help it, I have started a little project with my darling friend Lizzie which keeps us connected across the miles and miles of Atlantic. www.1000blessings.wordpress.com is an eclectic little list we've decided to start keeping listing any random thing we feel grateful for or about. God gives blessings so lavishly in the day-to-day. They pour out in such a torrent that if we're not careful to catch them, we'll miss them as they wash over us. So, Lizzie and I are trying to catch a few and hold them up to the light. To say thanks...
He is ever good, ever kind.
Listen, little heart of mine, and you'll hear Him breathing over it all...
It has been such a busy summer as Charles and I settle in to married life and continue to work out what that life will look like practically. Also, as I develop my photography business. I am too too excited to announce that I have booked my first wedding! Ideally, there would be many more on the books to come :) All in all, I am finding this art form-meets-job a delicious treat to my creative little soul, even if it means I must work my rear-end off for very little pay right now to build it up! Check out the new website at: www.whispersoflightphotography.wordpress.com.
My handsome hubby is still pounding the pavement for jobs in the web-developing world. The decision is that if there's not a phone call with a perfect job soon, we'll head down to Milaca to move in with my Grandpa, who is very much missing my Grandma, and look for any old thing to pay the bills while Charles starts work on his MA in Psychology. He gets all excited when he reads articles about Neuroscience, of all things...
Daily, there will be a moment when I look up at him and the air is pretty much knocked right out of my lungs again as I am shocked once more to think that God gave him to me, me to him.
We have just today vacated the camper where we have been spending our first few months together parked in my sister's backyard :) We believe in having stories to tell the grandkids someday after all...
The writer in me has been lying a bit dormant these days. I think there is too much to say and I get overwhelmed. My means to say it all are so limited. So I try to listen more. Perhaps later it will be time to pen what I hear in the silent times now...
But, because I cannot help it, I have started a little project with my darling friend Lizzie which keeps us connected across the miles and miles of Atlantic. www.1000blessings.wordpress.com is an eclectic little list we've decided to start keeping listing any random thing we feel grateful for or about. God gives blessings so lavishly in the day-to-day. They pour out in such a torrent that if we're not careful to catch them, we'll miss them as they wash over us. So, Lizzie and I are trying to catch a few and hold them up to the light. To say thanks...
He is ever good, ever kind.
Listen, little heart of mine, and you'll hear Him breathing over it all...
Sunday, 21 July 2013
The Long-Awaited Post: OUR WEDDING!
I have had a very hard time sitting down to write a post on our wedding day. Yes, life has been busy and crazy and unsettled, but also because it just seems such a gargantuan task, trying to put into words such an experience. So, I'm afraid I can't really try.
All I can say is, on the 1st of June 2013, I put on my mother's dress which I had altered to my taste, took the arms of my Grandpa and my Dad, and followed my 4 darling flowergirls, 2 adorable ring-bearers, 4 beautiful bridesmaids, and 4 handsome groomsmen down a baby's breath lined aisle in my parents' lush and green backyard. At the end of the aisle, in front of a hundred of our dearest friends and relatives shivering in the chilly, grey afternoon, stood the handsome man who won my heart. He extended his arm and I took it.
And it was the most precious, beautiful day to start our life together with.
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| Photo courtesy of the incredible Megan Robinson Photography |
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| We were married in my parents' beautiful backyard, on Mom's little wooden bridge. It was STUNNING! Photo courtesy of Paul Cannon Photography. |
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| My darling Grandpa and my dad walked me down the aisle together :) (My cousin Veronica and her husband Daniel were snapping some great photos like this one!) |
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| Seeing him standing there at the end of the aisle filled me with so much peace after such an emotional morning! (Photo taken by cousins Veronica & Daniel) |
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| Our first kiss as husband and wife!!! (Veronica, this is one of my favourite photos of the whole day :)) |
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| We JUST said "I Do"! (Photo taken by my lovely Aunt Mary :)) |
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| My gorgeous bouquet. Our amazing florist was a lovely lady named Kelly Sandquist of Kelly's Cottage Gardens Photo courtesy of Paul Cannon Photography |
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| Details of our day. Photos courtesy of Megan Robinson Photography. |
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| Photo courtesy of Megan Robinson Photography |
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| Details of our reception tables. Each table held a different framed quote from love letters Charles had written to me over the years! And vintage dessert plates. Photo taken by my Bridesmaid Emily |
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| At our wedding feast :) Photo taken by my bridesmaid Emily |
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| My beautiful bridesmaids: my cousins Emily and Jackee, my dear friend Amanda who came all the way over from England, and my favourite big sister Hannah :) Photo taken by my Aunt Mary |
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| Charles and his groomsmen: my brother Jonah, his "brothers" from England Jon, Tim, and Paul Photo courtesy of Paul Cannon Photography |
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| Hehe! Photo courtesy of Paul Cannon Photography |
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| Getting ready with my bridesmaids Photo taken by my bridesmaid Emily |
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| I am IN LOVE with my dress-- my mother's wedding dress redone for me! So very perfect! I didn't want to take it off in the end :) Photo taken by my Aunt Mary |
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| My handsome groom. Love him! Photo courtesy of Paul Cannon Photography |
It's a mix of available photos as we wait for our main pictures, but hopefully it gives you a little glimpse into our momentous day. Thankfully, so many friends took photos for us, and we were blessed with having a number of pro photogs there! I cannot wait to see them all and would love to share them with anyone who would like to see. I wish everyone could have been a part of this first day of the rest of our lives!
Many of my incredible friends back in the UK got together and prepared a very special video which was shown at our reception, to our surprise. I have the coolest friends ever :) Check it out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=dNPGGxHz9So
Many of my incredible friends back in the UK got together and prepared a very special video which was shown at our reception, to our surprise. I have the coolest friends ever :) Check it out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=dNPGGxHz9So
It was a perfectly beautiful beginning. It went far too quickly and I do wish we could go back and do it again now so I could savor each and every moment all over again.
There are not enough words to describe the monumental feeling of pledging my life in faithful love to this man, my husband. All I can say is... thank You, Jesus. For him, and for what You have planned for us.
...I loved our wedding celebration :)
Friday, 3 May 2013
"Draw the Circle" by Mark Batterson
Once again, it's been an age since I've updated.
I begin to see a pattern uncovered-- I write more when God is flowing out revelations upon my head. I can't help but share!
Perhaps it's the crush of the wedding planning and the childcare and the photography courses and sessions and the fact that there are never quite enough hours in the day, but lately I haven't felt a lot of active growth in myself and my walk with Him. Even though Charles and I are doing hours of couples' devotionals and Christian pre-marital counseling reading and teachings, and praying together. It doesn't replace spending time with Him, basking in His presence, making little discoveries about Him and about who I am in Him just on my own... And little by little, He faithfully and lovingly breaks through... I'm so thankful that He forever pursues me.
Last night I couldn't sleep. Because I tend to be a pretty good sleeper across all time zones, this always makes me wonder if God is trying to get my attention and it's only in the quiet of the middle of the night that life is silent enough for my forever untrained ears to hear...
He drew me to pick back up the book I've been reading to review for Thomas Nelson's Booksneeze. "Draw the Circle: The 40 Day Prayer Challenge" by Mark Batterson has been speaking to my soul from the first page. Through 40 days of stories of experiences of and answers to prayer, both personally and corporately, I am both convicted and inspired. I ALWAYS know my prayer life is not what it could be. I am not one of the sainted ones who spend 23 of their 24 hours a day on their knees in intercession. I pray often throughout the day, but that sacred, focused time, where all other distractions are pushed away and it becomes ONLY you and Him, and you lay yourself open to hear His voice... those times are far more rare. And as I read this book I find myself longing for more of them, like a feeling of homesickness...

Reading this book has the potential to change my life, and yours. All I can think about now is how BIG He is and how huge is our mission and how purposeful our lives are meant to be and how intimately close He is if we reach out to Him! And how desperately I want more and more of Him. As much of His Spirit as He will infuse into my little life...
I begin to see a pattern uncovered-- I write more when God is flowing out revelations upon my head. I can't help but share!
Perhaps it's the crush of the wedding planning and the childcare and the photography courses and sessions and the fact that there are never quite enough hours in the day, but lately I haven't felt a lot of active growth in myself and my walk with Him. Even though Charles and I are doing hours of couples' devotionals and Christian pre-marital counseling reading and teachings, and praying together. It doesn't replace spending time with Him, basking in His presence, making little discoveries about Him and about who I am in Him just on my own... And little by little, He faithfully and lovingly breaks through... I'm so thankful that He forever pursues me.
Last night I couldn't sleep. Because I tend to be a pretty good sleeper across all time zones, this always makes me wonder if God is trying to get my attention and it's only in the quiet of the middle of the night that life is silent enough for my forever untrained ears to hear...
He drew me to pick back up the book I've been reading to review for Thomas Nelson's Booksneeze. "Draw the Circle: The 40 Day Prayer Challenge" by Mark Batterson has been speaking to my soul from the first page. Through 40 days of stories of experiences of and answers to prayer, both personally and corporately, I am both convicted and inspired. I ALWAYS know my prayer life is not what it could be. I am not one of the sainted ones who spend 23 of their 24 hours a day on their knees in intercession. I pray often throughout the day, but that sacred, focused time, where all other distractions are pushed away and it becomes ONLY you and Him, and you lay yourself open to hear His voice... those times are far more rare. And as I read this book I find myself longing for more of them, like a feeling of homesickness...
Reading this book has the potential to change my life, and yours. All I can think about now is how BIG He is and how huge is our mission and how purposeful our lives are meant to be and how intimately close He is if we reach out to Him! And how desperately I want more and more of Him. As much of His Spirit as He will infuse into my little life...
"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." -- Romans 12:12
Thursday, 7 March 2013
Pondersome Bride-to-be...
It's 12:54am and I can't sleep for thinking.
I'll give you one guess what I'm thinking about...
Did you guess?
I'll give you one guess what I'm thinking about...
Did you guess?
This guy pretty much dominates my thoughts at any given time. Tonight, I'm thinking about becoming Mrs. Kelton, the hugeness of placing my hand in his and knowing it is FOREVER. I feel like I have always kinda been on the other side of a pane of glass watching other people fall in love and get married. I've thought a great deal about it, and developed my own ideas of commitment and what it looks like and what it entails. But now I stand before it-- 87 days off-- and the magnitude of it brings me to my knees. This is huge. What we are about to do is huge. What hundreds of people do every day in getting married is huge. And I so want God to prepare my heart. I so want to be the best possible thing for this handsome man in my life. As ready as I can be...
Planning the wedding has been fun... and stressful... and lonely sometimes as he's so far away. Often, I just wish we were married already. The tiny little details seem so petty in the grand scheme of things. I mean, do I really care what kind of china people eat off of on the 1st of June when I am stepping up to make a most solemn vow to do what is really quite impossible-- faithfully love this other fallible human. We say that word so nonchalantly, but truly loving is active and alive. I'm promising to ALWAYS treat him with and feel toward him love with patience, with kindness, without envy, without boasting, never dishonouring him or seeking my own good instead of his own, not getting easily angered, not keeping a record of ways he wrongs me, not delighting in evil, always delighting in his good, always protecting him and this sacred space between us, always choosing to trust him, always persevering with him, always hoping with him...
I am a romantic to a fault, I'll admit. But even as I envision in my head that moment-- me in my Mom's dress remade for me, clutching my fragrant bouquet of peonies, him in his grey tux with tails, springtime trees blooming, the pastor holding the bible out before him, our family and friends from far and wide gazing at us as we stand side by side in my parents' beautiful backyard... Even as I envision that moment of saying, "I do," to the man I adore with all my heart, I know I can't really love him that well. I KNOW there will be hiccups. Because I know the extent of my selfishness. I know how unlike Christ I am. I know how desperately I am in need of grace every day...
But I also know I can make that pledge, and Charles can too, because Christ in us loves through us. Perfectly. His patience never wears out. His hope is endless. And when the moments come where the ideal of marriage truly feels impossible, He is where I can turn-- where we both can turn-- so that we can turn back to one another with that same old adoration in our eyes...
That doesn't make this vow any less huge or the thought of making it any less daunting. But I am so excited to step into the impossibility of marriage and find Christ waiting to show us how to walk in His footsteps within it. Isn't this what we're here on earth for? To learn to walk in trust of Him. Marriage is the next adventure He has for me to learn that in...
And I am wide-eyed in wonder at Him.
And at the fact that it's my turn! I'm on the other side of that windowpane and I'm not even sure how or when that happened :)
And at the fact that it's my turn! I'm on the other side of that windowpane and I'm not even sure how or when that happened :)
So, the countdown continues.
p.s. Completely off topic-- this song is very pretty :)
Sunday, 3 March 2013
Brand New Niece
My long-awaited baby niece was born last Sunday, and I was given the honour of doing her birth photography. I cannot tell you what a thrill it was to see her enter the world, and to capture it all as the birth progressed-- the tension, the pain, the tenderness, the love...
If you'd like to check out a few photos of Gracelyn Mae's birth, as well as some of the details, they're up here: http://whispersoflightphotography.blogspot.com/2013/03/documentary-style-birth-photography-in.html
She was a whopper at 10lbs, 1oz and a head circumference of 14 3/4. And she is beautiful, and sweet, and snuggly, and adorable, and her big sisters and big brother adore her, and I can't quite get enough of her :)
I am the most blessed Auntie in the world with my 4 little nieces and 2 little nephews!
If you'd like to check out a few photos of Gracelyn Mae's birth, as well as some of the details, they're up here: http://whispersoflightphotography.blogspot.com/2013/03/documentary-style-birth-photography-in.html
She was a whopper at 10lbs, 1oz and a head circumference of 14 3/4. And she is beautiful, and sweet, and snuggly, and adorable, and her big sisters and big brother adore her, and I can't quite get enough of her :)
I am the most blessed Auntie in the world with my 4 little nieces and 2 little nephews!
Thursday, 7 February 2013
"Miraculous: A Fascinating History of Signs, Wonders, and Miracles" by Kevin Belmonte
I've been so encouraged reading Kevin Belmonte's "Miraculous" and hearing the testimony's of journeys walked with God before mine... but I was nearly tempted to put this book aside without finishing it.
I am so thankful I stuck with it to the end!!
When I first started reading it, though impressed by Kevin Belmonte's eloquent way with words and choice of quotations by well-known theologians and commentators, I must admit, I was bored. And disappointed. I thought I was about to read a book documenting miraculous events that might encourage me and move me to wonder. Instead (and perhaps this says more about me than it does the book!), the first few chapters were reiterating stories I already well knew. They are wonderful bible stories of God's faithfulness and propensity to use ordinary people to accomplish magnificent tasks in His name. But they were stories I was very familiar with, and just not what I was expecting... So I nearly wrote my first review of a book I didn't read cover to cover (don't worry, I would have admitted that in the review!)
But then the chapters changed to stories of para-biblical historical figures-- people and stories I wasn't so well acquainted with, or had never before been introduced to. And their stories stirred up my soul to wonder, to awe, to conviction, to longing, to joy. Documenting the miraculous testimonies of such intriguing figures as St. Augustine, Perpetua, Julian of Norwich, D.L. Moody, G.K. Chesterton, William Wilberforce, Corrie Ten Boom, and some I had never before heard of but am so thankful that I have now, like Clyde Kilby (whose childlike wonder in the halls of academia challenge me to find more wonder and beauty and joy in each moment I have wherever I am!), Holly Ordway, and a doctor emboldened by Jesus whose tale touched Cecil B. Demille so much that he wrote about it in his autobiography.
Cecil B Demille was a movie director back in Hollywood's golden age. Though remembered most for his The Ten Commandments, he directed an earlier film called King of Kings which was powerfully used to touch people the world over. In Demille's autobiography he writes of a Polish pastor he called Wallner who was so moved after seeing the film King of Kings that he decided to become a pastor and serve that King all the rest of his days. This pastor related a story to Demille of a doctor in his congregation who was a Messianic Jew-- a Jewish man who recognized Christ as his Saviour. When Hitler invaded Czechoslovakia, this doctor was sent to a concentration camp, and gained the special attention of the gestapo because of the way he encouraged the other prisoners.
As Cecil B. Demille reports it, Wallner told him that if it had not been for him seeing that film which God used to draw him to Himself as a young man, he never would have become a pastor, and "Three hundred and fifty Jewish children would have died in the ditches."
Oh.my.goodness.
These are the stories that I RELISH hearing! That give me gooseflesh upon reading and renew the faith in my heart and being part of something so much bigger than you or I simply in belonging to Jesus!
And it's these sorts of stories that Belmonte so expertly relays to us in his book Miraculous: A Fascinating History of Signs, Wonders, and Miracles. Go out and find yourself a copy! Or come over and borrow mine :)
* *I received this book free from Thomas Nelson Publishers as part of their [...] book review bloggers program. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's 16 CFR, Part 255
I am so thankful I stuck with it to the end!!
When I first started reading it, though impressed by Kevin Belmonte's eloquent way with words and choice of quotations by well-known theologians and commentators, I must admit, I was bored. And disappointed. I thought I was about to read a book documenting miraculous events that might encourage me and move me to wonder. Instead (and perhaps this says more about me than it does the book!), the first few chapters were reiterating stories I already well knew. They are wonderful bible stories of God's faithfulness and propensity to use ordinary people to accomplish magnificent tasks in His name. But they were stories I was very familiar with, and just not what I was expecting... So I nearly wrote my first review of a book I didn't read cover to cover (don't worry, I would have admitted that in the review!)
But then the chapters changed to stories of para-biblical historical figures-- people and stories I wasn't so well acquainted with, or had never before been introduced to. And their stories stirred up my soul to wonder, to awe, to conviction, to longing, to joy. Documenting the miraculous testimonies of such intriguing figures as St. Augustine, Perpetua, Julian of Norwich, D.L. Moody, G.K. Chesterton, William Wilberforce, Corrie Ten Boom, and some I had never before heard of but am so thankful that I have now, like Clyde Kilby (whose childlike wonder in the halls of academia challenge me to find more wonder and beauty and joy in each moment I have wherever I am!), Holly Ordway, and a doctor emboldened by Jesus whose tale touched Cecil B. Demille so much that he wrote about it in his autobiography.
Cecil B Demille was a movie director back in Hollywood's golden age. Though remembered most for his The Ten Commandments, he directed an earlier film called King of Kings which was powerfully used to touch people the world over. In Demille's autobiography he writes of a Polish pastor he called Wallner who was so moved after seeing the film King of Kings that he decided to become a pastor and serve that King all the rest of his days. This pastor related a story to Demille of a doctor in his congregation who was a Messianic Jew-- a Jewish man who recognized Christ as his Saviour. When Hitler invaded Czechoslovakia, this doctor was sent to a concentration camp, and gained the special attention of the gestapo because of the way he encouraged the other prisoners.
"Suffering and torture were brutally inflicted on this steadfast believer. He was repeatedly struck with an iron rod until one of his arms had to be amputated. Still, he refused to be silent about his faith. Ultimately, as Demille's autobiography reveals, 'one Gestapo officer beat the doctor's heard against a stone wall until blood was streaming down his face.' The officer then brandished a mirror before the doctor's face. 'Look at yourself now,' he said with incredible cruelty. 'Now you look like your Jewish Christ.'
Lifting the one hand he had left, the doctor said, 'Lord [Jesus], never in my life have I received such honor-- to resemble You.' Those proved to be his last words."Belmonte continues to tell the story Demille wrote in his autobiography. The Gestapo officer was so pierced by those words, by the witness of the doctor, that he was wracked with guilt at having killed him, and he sought out the doctor's pastor-- Wallner-- and was led to faith in Christ. Pastor Wallner told him, "Perhaps God let you kill that good man to bring you to the foot of the Cross, where you can help others." When the Gestapo officer went back to the concentration camp, it was to work as an insider with Wallner and the Czech Underground to free many Jews.
As Cecil B. Demille reports it, Wallner told him that if it had not been for him seeing that film which God used to draw him to Himself as a young man, he never would have become a pastor, and "Three hundred and fifty Jewish children would have died in the ditches."
Oh.my.goodness.
These are the stories that I RELISH hearing! That give me gooseflesh upon reading and renew the faith in my heart and being part of something so much bigger than you or I simply in belonging to Jesus!
And it's these sorts of stories that Belmonte so expertly relays to us in his book Miraculous: A Fascinating History of Signs, Wonders, and Miracles. Go out and find yourself a copy! Or come over and borrow mine :)
* *I received this book free from Thomas Nelson Publishers as part of their [...] book review bloggers program. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's 16 CFR, Part 255
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