Bursting!

I can't help but burst out and share!

I was having such an awful night. Again. Worried and feeling lost and alone and doubting everything. All it takes is a conversation with someone and I'm just tossed on the sea of confusion. Because it's all so hard, it's so easy to feel as if I've gone all wrong (like they suggest) and shouldn't be living sold out completely to God afterall...

And then, sheer craziness, a lovely lady I don't even know decided to work with me on recording my songs to cd and she will be here on Thursday morning for our first session!!! I am recording a cd of original songs. WHAT?!

THEN-- I checked my writing email account, which I don't do very often because it's usually empty, and I had an email from an editor interested in a piece I'd written! She's edited it and asked me to make the suggested changes and wants it back by Wednesday! WHAT?!

And it was like God is just saying, "Look up, baby girl. I'm bigger than you let Me be. See these dreams you've had and some you never dared to dream? I shaped them into you. They began in Me and they will end in Me. Press in, press in, and know that when all is said and done, I am all you need."

(Praise You, Abba God!)